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No such thing called Love

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Okay, so i did this photo last night when i was supposed to be cleaning my room >< and i actually rather like it.

It took a lot of work to find that vase thingy >:
i needed one that looked liek it was pouring, tilted basically, and i found the stock of the girl by accident :)\
It took me a couple of hours to do this first because i've never used textures as layers and it took me a while to figure out >< but its actually pretty easy
* smacks hand to head* it just doesn't work with all my photos.
but the manipulation took a little while, i cant describe to your how long it took me to make the blood droplet * cries * and im still not satisfied :'(
and yeh i guess it turned out into a vampire thing, i mean i knew what i wanted to do but withouth the whole vampire theme, that was a spur of the moment decision. I was in a rush savin the stock photos as i absenmindely save them, i usually favourite them but i didnt for these one's so... il have to go look through ans find them, because the photo of the girl was a brilliant idea, props to her, and i really appriciate the person who made the hand pouring thing. its great. thanks. so yeh il give them credit when i find the links :)

Below is a little poem-turned-mini-story thing. It was SUPPOSED to be a 4 line poem, but you know me, nothing ever turns out how i plan it to ><
So i hope you enjoy it if you read it? if not, you probably saved a couple of minutes of yoru life but i'd love any input :)
I know the grammar is probably very poor, i typed it in what seemed liek half an hour it just came out :S i changed it a litle bit when i sort of found a theme but yeh :)
il go back and edit it later because its late and im tired :)



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Of Victoria and Theodore.


Though the pining had a hold on me it hindered my will to see, to see that everything around me was a haze of black ice wounding me as I wandered. Oblivious I scampered onward to the bouquet where I callously drowned myself in the divine taste tearing their cold hearts from their corpse’s but not yet gratifying my own need. My need to feel once more, the blood I so coveted for on my stone lips. But she was gone now, and she wouldn’t be coming back. Ever. For even though i know that her blood is not mine to drink I know that i deserved it, and to once more feels her lips against mine; so tender, so soft; Searching on end for her, knowing that she would be doing the same for me. It didn’t seem fair that she had to suffer as I did for it was no one’s fault but my own and i felt compelled to restore her beauty by bestowing my love once more upon her not-heart. We are dead within but persist to live as perfect mortals on our exterior’s. No soul to give to one another yet so much lose without either’s touch. I ruthlessly gouged the child’s neck with my razor sharp teeth, drinking her blood but it was much more than just that. It was her pain and life i was robbing her of and it was only fair that i ended her misery with a smile to tell her it was okay, that the pain would soon go away. But as i pulled her away from me all i could see Victoria in her eyes. The betrayal and the suffering. I knew that if i wasn’t a monster i would have shed a tear, but i couldn’t. As indifferent as i felt towards most humans i felt pity for this child, but a part of being who i was, was to not care. Was to not empathize with these plentiful creatures. They were from a different world yet we lived in the same. I had to walk away, to tear my gaze from her own. Instaneously at this thought her trembling body fell limp in my sturdy arms; her golden choclate curls falling to the ground; her once brilliant blue eyes fading to grey. For someone of my kind, what happened was not of normality; i fell on my knees holding her body close to my own. Her once warm skin as frozen as my own. As though her heart hadn’t struck a beat in hundreds of years just like mine. I didn’t need to breathe for our heart’s don’t beat, however, for some reason i was gasping for air, holding the youngster’s hair to my cheek. I sat there for what seemed hours and hours on end leaning agasint the mouldy stone wall rocking the elegant toddler in my snow-white arms. Finally i stood, cradling the little girl in my arms like she meant something to me and i began to run. I wasn’t sure where i was going, my feet seemed to decide for me. I ran faster than i ever had before and i wasn’t easy to keep pace with, even for those of my kind. I sprinted through what i thought was a forest but i wasn’t sure. My eyes weren’t seeing. All i could see was Victoria’s delicate face; lips as full as the moon; cheekbones just as high as her spirits; her brilliant crimson eyes which had once shone a radiant jade. My stomach flipped at the thought of her beauty and burned deep inside of me as i realized i had taken her humanity from her, taken her soul and exposed her to this fruitless life. But it’s what she wanted she had told me, to be with me forever. It was selfish of me to oblige but i had long ago lost my strength to stay away from her. I also wanted her forever but everything we had gone thorugh, that i had put her through seemed almost pointless form the beginning now. She was gone and i couldn’t get her back. Taken away by the royalty and damned for eternity to be their slave. A wave of anger swept through me as i thought of the loathsome things The royals would be doing to her at this moment. I knew of their intentions. I also knew they were not pure. I fastened into a sprint again even though i had no idea where i was going and i growled in protest to my own self. Halting to a sudden stop i finally noticed my surroundings. I had stopped on the edge of a river bank across from which looked like an old village. I stepped back a few feet and leaped into the air, this jump would not have been possible for any human but vampires seemed to have that to their advantage. My feet landed with a soft thud on the dry mud and i walked onwards towards the eerie village.
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I think i might actually continue this as a short story saga or something, i'd like to know if anyone else thinks its worthwhile, or im im just wasting my time as a writer ><
bahaha

thanks.
Any advice on my writing or construction or widdawhatever - the story - is appriciated.

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SoullessSaphire's avatar
the sad part is, the title of this sometimes seems too true...